Can't sleep. Too much on my mind.
Can't write. Don't know how to creatively express
what I am feeling and thinking.
Too much for words. Tears express my feelings,
but nothing can express my thoughts.
Yet there is only one thing that can
stop my mind, and that is me.
I need to slow down. Calm my mind and breathe.
But my heart is saddened
by all the pain
that my family is in.
Feeling helpless is not
an easy thing for me.
The one who always tries
to play the protector.
But this, this is not easy.
Terminal is terminal.
No matter how you sugar coat it
or IV drip it into you.
So for now sleepless nights.
Long days, and an unpleasant journey.
Will wonders never cease?
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